Steve is looking at what people are calling him (monster)and part of him is thinking that it's true and the other part is fighting saying it's not true your normal pg
Steve has been saying to himself I didn't do it I didn't do it now when people ask him if he did it he doesn't know if he did do it or not anymore pg
To keep himself occupied he writes in a journal but it's like A script so he must of liked theatre because that script entertaines him while he's in jail pg