Matthew 9:10-12 Later, Jesus and his disciples were having dinner at Matthew's house. Many tax collectors and other sinners were also there. Some Pharisees asked Jesus' disciples,
"Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and other sinners?" Jesus heard them and answered, "Healthy people don't need a doctor, but sick people do." Matthew 9:10-12
Sin multiplies. We drift from God and our conscience becomes weak that we no longer see sin as sin. The love of God continues but we can't feel it. It is called spiritual death.
Go to God now--as is, where is. With all your garbage. Let Him be the one to cleanse you. Let Him be the one to wash you. Let Him be the one to give you life.
Prayer: Lord Jesus, I thank you for loving me. Forgive me for rejecting Your love by my sins. I now repent. I throw away all sins from my life. I want to receive all Your love. I now open my heart to You. I accept You as my personal Lord and Savior. I will live for You for the rest off my life. Bless me, in Jesus' name. Amen.