Eating disorders manifest in many different ways.
Your body tells you in many ways that something with you is very wrong and that you need healing.
I have suffered from eating disorders for a long time. Only psychotherapy really helped.
If you cannot control your eating or you starve yourself, you need professional help. Nobody is perfect.
www.eatingdisorderssupport.co.uk/http://www.eatingdisordersanonymous.org/http://www.nedc.com.au/