Some of you may be dealing with severe depression, and have suicidal thoughts. I have gone through this, and now I'm better, so I will try to help others. And for all of the people out there that give you hate, are wrong, and you are a beautiful human being, no matter what. Never Give Up. There will always be people that care, and will miss you, even if it seems like there isn't. Please reconsider, and live a long beautiful life.

~Love Yourself~

~JT

Family doesn't end in blood. There are people (Like your super close friends) that love you as much as they love family. You will always have someone, even if it seems like no one cares. ALWAYS tell your family what is going on inside your head, and let them help you. Even if it seems you don't need help, even if it's really minor, please, tell someone and get help.

Tell only the friends you trust with your secrets. They WILL care, and if not, they aren't real friends. They love you too, and they would love to help you through the thick and thin.

You may have not gotten to explore the world and its wonderful features. It's truly beautiful. But nothing compared to you. The world is a great place, and you don't even have to go to a populated area! Just think of all the beautiful islands that you can see if you explore. You can maybe even buy one, and build a house and live there. Your own private island! Paradise to yourself! Dream big, and follow your dreams.

Books helped me a lot. Like A LOT. They don't even have to be published books. Fan-fiction was a big part of my life, even if it sounds weird. I got teased for that too. But don't listen to that. Books take you to a place you can only imagine. If you ever need to escape, go to a local library, or somewhere that has books, and calm down. Or try Wattpad, Movellas or Fanfiction.net, these are all fanfiction sites, but there are many more. Here are some good books I have read:
Harry Potter 1-7
Percy Jackson 1-5
I Hunt Killers: Barry Lyga
Divergent 1-4
Hunger Games 1-3
there are many other books that I like, but these are my favorites.

Music also provides an escape from life, and it also helps you calm down. I like any kind of rock, some pop and some metal. Here are some artists that I like:
Black Veil Brides
My Chemical Romance
Green Day
Black Sabbath
Fall Out Boy
Imagine Dragons
Panic! At The Disco
3 Doors Down
Bon Jovi
Eminem
Metallica
Halestorm
Three Days Grace
Adele
These artists really helped me when I was down, and they gave me the strength to keep going. They reminded me that it didn't matter what others thought. Only what YOU think. So keep going, stay in school, and prove all those fuckers wrong, that said that you will never become anything. You. Will. Succeed.

Thank you for taking time to go through this! I hope it helped. My friend also killed herself, and that's what sent me spiraling, they made fun of her, for drinking bleach, and me, telling me to do the same, because we're "Emo shitbags". But I don't care anymore, you keep going! You are strong and no one can bring you down. remember,


~Love yourself~



~JT