See I should Really Be Dead But I Just Don't Die
Published on Nov 19, 2015
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TURE STORY OF THE HELL I LIVED
BUT NOT EVEN HELL CAN STOP ME, DEAD MAN WALKING
WIFE TO BE, SO SUCH IS LIFE MY WILD DAYS ENDED FOR HER
JUST COMING UP TO MY 21ST I GOT WITH MY BEAUTIFUL
THEN 2007 COME, BUT NOT ALONE AS OWE DREAM COME TURE SHE BECOME PREGNANT
EVEN AS A BUMP WE BOTH LOVED HER OR HIM AT THAT POINT
CLEAVER 3D SCAN BIT FREAKY. ALL THAT MONEY STILL DID NOT NO IF BUMP WAS BOY OR GIRL
SO BUMP WAS GROWING AS WAS MY NEW JOB, SO WE GOT
SETTLED IN TO OWE NICE NEW HOUSE TO START ARE FAMILY
DAYS WERE GETTING CLOSER AS WE GOT WELL
READY FOR IT TO COME OUT EVERYDAY A EXCITING ONE
SHE WANTED OUT AS I WOULD FILL HER MOVE AND KICK EACH NIGHT
TIME TO GET OUT NOW WHAT U DOING TO MY WIFE
ALL THIS GOING ON PLUS WORK, TRAINNING
GETTING HARD WORK AND SHE NOT EVEN OUT LOL
THAT IS GOING TO GO BANG
EVERYONE ON RED ALERT, BIRTH PLAN READY,
IT HAD ITS OWN ROOM BUT BOY OR GIRL
NOT EVEN HERE BUT EVERYTHING ELES
WAS READY, BUT NOTA BABY OUT YET
9:32 LOTOYA PAGE WAS FINALY OUT AFTER A COMPLICATED BIRTH RESULTING
IN MY PARTNER IN THEATRE HER SELF FIGHTING FOR HER OWN LIFE
Yer bumps a she time to really make her room look like hers
GOT THE HOUSE AND EVERYTHING POSSIBLE NOW I NO BUMPS A GIRL, GIRLY HER ROOM UP
SO AS ANY GOOD DAD WOULD AFTER BECOMING A QUALIFIED CIVIL MARIN ENGINEER AT 23
PERFECT NOW I CANT TAKE CREDIT IN ALL THE WORK INTO IT, CREDIT TO MY WIFE
SHE DID ALOT WILE I WAS WORKING FOUNDING IT AS YOU DO
BUT I HELD HER TIGHT AND SHE MLETED MY HEART
THE FIRST TIME AND EVERY TIME I WAS NEAR HER
WRAPED UP PROTECTED AND LOVED
CHRISTMAS TIME, BUSY DAY AS OWE FIRST AS A FAMILY
SO MANY PEOPLE TO SEE,
NOT SHOWING OFF BUT I HAD EVERYTHING NOW
SO EVEN AS YOUNG AS WE WERE I POPPED THE QUESTION
It was a instant yes, that was it she/we wanted everything
23 COMPLETELY IN CHARGE OF JOBS WORTH 1.2M TO THE COMPANY
AFTER WORKING DAY AND NIGHT - DOING PAPPER WORK AND TRAINNING BETWEEN
WE WANTED A BIG WHITE CHARCH WEDDING, £1600 JUST IN RINGS
THE CAKE FROM CHOCKYWOCKEY DODA £550, CARS, CHARCH,
HONEYMOON, D.J, RECEPTION, U NAME IT WE HAD I IT
PERFECT END TO A HARD DAYS WORKS
HOW LUCKY COULD 1 GUY BE
WITH HER LAID 1 SIDE WIFE THE OTHER
ITS LIKE THE POSTMAN ONCE SAID ANT THAT A KICK IN HEAD
THERE WAS NOTHING, MORE I COULD DO FOR HER
BUT I WAS HAPPY, SHE WAS PERFECT
THE CAR THAT WAS TO CHANGE OWE LIFES FOR GOOD
SHE SLEPT TIGHT AS
MY DAYS OF LIVING IN DUBAI
AND WHOLE LIFE WAS ABOUT TO END
1 SECOND TO CHANGE EVERYTHING
HIT HALF A BRICK IN THE ROAD 4 JULY 2008
BLOW MY TYER OUT LOST CONTROL OF CAR
MANAGE NOT TO HIT ANY1 BUT OFF THE ROAD HIT A OKE TREE
THAT WAS IT STRAIGHT INTO A 3 MONTH COMUR
MY WIFE GOT ASK TO LET ME GO TURN OFF THE MACHINE FOR ME TO DIE
SHE SAID NO, SOME HOW I COME AROUND
I HONESTLY THINK KNOWING I HAD THEM 2 I WAS NOT GOING TO BEAT BY DEATH
EVERYDAY MY WIFE COME, BRING MY PRINCESS TO ME
I COULD NOT MOVE OR TALK, BUT ALWAYS HAD HER ON ME CLOSE TO MY HEART
I EVEN LOST MY EYE SIGHT SO I LOOK LIKE A PIRATE
WITH A EYE PATCH, SHE NEVER CARED SHE WAS JUST HAPPY WITH ME
4 BRAIN OPPS, RIP MY BOWLES IN 4 PLACES ON INPACT
NO BELT, BROKE MY WRIST
FEED BY A TUBE, UNABLE TO MOVE , TALK
SEE PROPERLY, I WAS IN HELL. SO I TOOK HELL ON
STARTED PHISO AND HAD TO LARN EVERYTHING TO DO
WITH LIFE AGAIN, YOU CAN SEE HOW HARD I BANG MY HEAD IT KNOCK MY EYE OUT
AS HARD AS IT WAS FOR MY WIFE TO SEE ME LIKE THAT
STILL EVERYDAY 2H BUS TRIP WITH A 6 MONTH OLD BABY, TO BRING A MUCH NEEDED SMILE
YER IT WAS HELL FOR ME BUT HELL FOR THEM TOO
MY WIFE HELD IT TOGETHER, COULD SEE ME IMPROVING. SHE DID WELL
18/11/08 ALOUD THE WEEKEND HOME FOR MY BABY GIRLS 1ST BIRTHDAY
IT WENT WELL EVEN IF I WAS THEN IN A WHEELCHAIR
4TH JULY MY CRASH-INDEPENDENCE DAY-THE DAY I LOST INDEPENDENCE
26/11/08 LET HOME IN A WHEELCHAIR
TIMES WERE HARD, REALLY HARD ON MY WIFE AS
SHE HAD ME TO LOOK AFTER & A 1YR OLD, AND EVERYTHING ELES
SO I WENT TO STAY WITH FAMILY IN WALES, TO GIVE HER SPACE
AND FOR ME TO GET MYSELF FROM A WHEELCHAIR TO STICKS
WE WOULD TALK EACH DAY, BUT I HAD NO IDIA THEY BOTH WERE MAKING
A 4 HOUR TRIP TO COME SEE ME
I WAS SO HAPPY TO GET SOME TIME WITH LOTOYA
SO I WAS ALL SIMLES BUT PAINFUL WHEN THEY LEFT
BUT SHE MET HER THE REST OF HER FAMILY
BUT I COULD NOT BE AWAY FROM LOTOYA ANY LONGER
SO I COME BACK TO ME WITH HER
BUT AS FOR ME AND MY WIFE WE SEPARATED
BUT I WOULD SPEND TIME WITH LOTOYA
I LEFT HER THE HOUSE AND GOT A NICE 1 BED FLAT
I MADE IT NICE, BUT LOTOYA I HAD TO BATTLE TO SEE
MY FOCUS WAS ON GETTING ABLE TO WALK HOLD
AND BE NORMAL AGAIN
SO EVERYDAY IN THE GYM ALL DAY SWEET GOING IN
MY EYES,
I WOULD HAVE LOTOYA IN MY HEAD SO THERE WAS NO STOPPING ME
BUT ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS ROCKY4 TRAINNG
TO AVENGE APOLOS DEATH
THE LESS I GOT 2 SEE HER WAS GETTING PAINFUL SO
I HAD HER FACE PUT ON MY ARM WITH"ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE"
BUT I NEVER STOPPED AND WE GOT ARE TIME
GOT THE WHOLE ARM DONE SOME SESSION WERE FOR THE WHOLE DAY
BUT YES IF YOUR THINKING, ALL THAT WORKS JUST FINE LOL
BUT WHAT DID I CARE I HAVE NO FEELING IN MY BODY
BUT I HAD TO HAVE EVERYTHING PERFECT
I DID IT FROM DEAD TO MY GOAL
NOW IT WAS TIME TO SEE LOTOYA
SO I DID NOT LOOKING LIKE I DID
MY LOVE ONLY GROW FOR HER
WHAT EVER ELSE WAS GOING ON
NONE OF THAT CHANGED MY FEELING 4 HER
PAINFUL, YOU COULD NOT IMAGINE
BUT CHANGED NOTHING ABOUT HOW I FELT 4 HER
I HAD TO WEAR GLASSES TO CORRECT MY EYE
BUT I DID NOT NEED TO BE ABLE TO SEE TO LOVE HER
AND THE FIGHT FOR HER STARTED AGAIN
BUT I WOULD NOT STOP AT ANY COST
GETTING HER ONLY THE BEST AS SHE WAS THE
BEST THING THAT EVER COME INTO MY LIFE
COURTS ARE MESSY AND NOT NICE FOR EITHER SIDE
SO I WON MY FIGHT, SHE WAS BACK IN MY LIFE
I LOVED EVERY MOMENT WITH HER
AFTER ALL SHE WAS MY LIFE, MY RESON FOR LIVING
NEVER WANTED HER TO LEAVE ME
SO KEPT EVERY MEMORY I COULD OF HER
TO THIS DAY I STILL HAVE HER PAINTINGS
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SO SHE WAS GOING TO TEACH ME TO DRIVE
SO MUCH FUN BUT DID NOT MATCH UP TO SHE HAD 3YRS, IN A FARRI CONVERTIBLE ,
HERS SHE COULD DRIVE HER SELF AS IT WAS BATTERY POWERED
SO SLIDE IT WAS INSTEAD
5/11/04. NEVER AGAIN WAS I GOING TO SEE HER 2 WEEKS SHE WAS GOING TO
BE 4 HAD HER PRESSENTS READY. BUT LIFE NEVER LET HER GET THEM
I COULD NOT TAKE KNOWING I WOULD NEVER
SEE HER AGAIN, SO I LOST IT
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BUT I HAD TO PULL IT TOGETHER,
YOU DONT CHOOSE THE CARDS LIFE DEALS YOU
I CANT MOVE ON HERE.TO BAD MEMORYS EVERYWHERE
BUT YOU CHOOSE WHAT TO DO WITH THEM, SO I MADE THIS DECISION
HAD GOOD TIMES YER AND MY MATES WERE THERE EVEN
WHEN I LOOKED A MESS THEY DID NOT CARE THEY HAD MY BACK
NOT 1 WILL I FORGET OR LOOSE THEY UNDERSTAND
I NEED TO DO THIS FOR ME
SO I DID IT ALL ONCE I WILL DO IT AGAIN, CAN I BE STOP NEVER
I MOVE WITH NO REGRETS. NEVER REGEAT SOMTHING THAT ONCE MADE YOU SMILE
THAT IS LOOKING TO BE WHERE I START THIS NEW START
BUT BUILDING NOT EVEN FINISHED TILL SEPTEMBER
CANT LIVE IN THE PAST SO NOW 5 MINS AGO HAS GONE IM JUST THINKING OF WHATS NEXT
SO I AM GETTING EVERYTHING READY THEN IM GONE
SO LIFE THROW WHAT YOU LIKE AT ME I TOOK IT ALL
IF YOU ANYTHING ELSE I TRY NOTHING STOPS ME
